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Friday, September 23, 2005
crapped at 2:21 AM
fuking bad day. not that i dun enjoy my time in the afternoon buts its dat i tio fuck by my dad very badly at night. i went out wif hui jiun in the afternoon to watch the longest yard, a damn good show, then hang ard town for a while. had my first birthday cake with her too. thanks. after that i went to the office to do some business. when i came home everything was still fine. after that jj and herman and howie meet me for supper to sort of celebrate my bday and shit. cos we were suppose to meet up in the morning but non woke up. so i was outside today till bout 1230am. by i realised dat i had a few missed calls from home. so i managed to pick up the next call and my bro told me my dad was angry. when i reached home my dad was in his room so i thought everything was fine, anyway i went out for a while only and i told my mom dat i went to buy sth. i really did. then he came out of the room and start fucking me upside down. he said that i didnt respect him cos i came home so late the other night and despite his scolding i still go out. ohh come on. it was my birthday the other day and i just wanna enjoy for sometime with my friends. anyway if i go home i cant even celebrate. cos my dad didnt give me shit and my mom too. nothing. so i rather hang outside at least im happy for a while. so dat day he scolded me. i knew i was partly in the wrong cos i shldnt stay till so late. but today i just went out for like 45 min. den wtf he so angry for fuck. almost smashed my 4k guitar and he was looking for sth in my room to break. some more i was wearing some fukin ugly shirt and pants and sandals and bad hair where the fuck can i go. then i felt very sad after that. never feel so hurt before for years. this happened quite often last time when i was much younger. fucked up childhood. really. this is the reason why im strong inside.. i will prove to my parents that im not the kid they used to see everyday but a man who is mature and independant. i know very well that im still more lucky than alot of ppl... and god is there for me always...
behid the world i shed my tears
the pain in me i'll never forget
this is a war that i can never win
just to live on i shall be strong
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