.live.breath.sing.guitar.

2009-07-13T19:40:00.002+08:00

what do you live for?

whats your purpose in life?

what makes you happy?

2009-04-08T10:03:00.002+08:00

what should i do? jisun
You ask me how my day was as if it is same everyday
I say that I'm okay but you really don't know how I feel
Do you think I will be okay without you?
Will you be okay without me?
It is really hard to live in this world without you
That is why I blame myself for still breathing

What should I do? Even now, I live these painful days because of what you said
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Do you live every single day painfully like me?
You and me.

Are we too late? Do not we have a chance?
I still think about you and you might know this
Is it finally this? Are we going to end up like this? Is it okay with you?
I don't think I can do it. The love that I found by meeting you, I wont find it anywhere else even if I die

What should I do? If it isn't you, no one else can be in my heart
Please hold me. And you know that even though the whole world would try
No one can erase your memories. So please hold me.

What should I do? Even now, I live these painful days because of what you said
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Do you live every single day painfully like me?
You and me.

Is it too late? Do not we have a chance?
But me, I still think about you, and you might not know it.

geu daen nuh mu dang yeon han du
oonuel nae gae ah bu ull muyt nae yo

nan geu jeo jal jin nae da het jo
geu daen jeong mal nal nuhmoo moryujo

geu dae upshido nae ga genchan nuell gut gat na you
geu dae nun na up shi genchanayo

dang shin up neun sa sange nuh mu do himdull uhseo soom shi neun na ull onemanghetjo

uhtuk ha jo ah jik do nan geudae han madie busuh ji nun haru ull sal a yo
geu dae nae gae malhae ba yo
elawnungae na puninji gedaedo nacheorum
haru ga ah puh go
toh a pun ji malhae ba yo
geu dae wa nan

eemi nomo nutonnayo oori dashi giwhenun uptnayo
nan ah jik geudell saeng gak hae yo
geu daen a ma aljido moulljo ha
kullkook elungayo elukhae gutingayo
geudae nun eedaero genchanayo
nan ahdwell gut gateundae
gateun sarangeun juk uh do nae gaen uputsultendae

uhtuk ha jo nae ma eumeun geudae nanee myen
nu gu do ahn a jul su upsul tendae
jabal naul jabahjoyo aljanayo
na ran saram ahmulle aesuhdo
geudae ull ji wool suga updangull
jaebal naull jabajoyo

uhtuk ha jo ah jik do nan geudae han madie busuh ji nun haru ull sal a yo
geu dae nae gae malhae ba yo
elawnungae na puninji gedaedo nacheorum
haru ga ah puh go
toh a pun ji malhae ba yo
geu dae wa nan

eemi nomo nutonnayo oori dashi giwhenun uptnayo
nah ah jik geudel sanggakhaeyo
geu daen ahma aljidomoulljo ha

2009-02-16T01:37:00.002+08:00

when my heart is broken,
faith glues it back together

2009-02-14T23:59:00.001+08:00

变成一个影
隐藏了自己
爱情困难呼吸
我是沉默玩具
执着对你无限期
模糊我自己
不愿升上白旗
输了你的游戏
你和他对街拥抱我看到
为什麽爱上你的人是我
为什麽一厢情愿的人会难过
为什麽对你舍不得总是我
爱上你需要那真情意
收在日记里
寂寞天天不休息
让甜蜜全也忘记
幸福不再美丽
可是我会在意
执着对你无限期
模糊我自己
不愿升上白旗
输了你的游戏
你和他对街拥抱我看到
为什麽爱上你的人是我
为什麽一厢情愿的人会难过
为什麽对你舍不得总是我
爱上你需要那真情意
收在日记里
为什麽对你舍不得总是我
还是你需要那真情意
真爱你的人会难过
为什麽对你舍不得总是我
还是你需要那真情意
收在日记里

沉默玩具

2009-01-23T02:11:00.000+08:00

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you,

High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

coldplay-fix you

2008-07-31T15:18:00.001+08:00

i live, for myself.

2007-11-16T03:19:00.000+08:00

if all good things come to an end,
so do all bad things.

2007-11-14T22:56:00.000+08:00

after so many monthsss i decided to blog once again. and i gota change my blogskin. there are alot of things i have to update too. like i FINALLY got my driving licence. been driving quite frequently these few days. bout once every two days. sometimes the BM sometimes the S-class. but u usually drive the BM when im alone. my parents are going over to malaysia on sat and im fetching them to the airport. things kinda change quite alot ever since i got my driving licence. my mom seems to treat me more like an adult(but she stills command me everywhere). oh my my sis just finnished her o level yesterday. i think she's gonna do well. she keeps telling me that she will do so badly(like since the start of school?). im trying to get more inspiration and write more new songs. my mind is like so blocked ever since i started playing dota again. argh.. its like in my blood.
oh and i just bought a new effects pedal. gt8. cos bout 800. i saw it 2 years back but didnt buy it. it was 1.4k. price dropped alot but i think its still the best pedal any one can find. more effects=more inspiration! and im trying to improve my singing. i think it sucks. thats why i dont sing infront of people, except in kbox or whatever. im kinda feeling dizzy. maybe i stressed myself too much just now when i was working out in the gym. or maybe its the blackpepper chicken that im eating now! cant be, its too yummy.

wishing for the impossible
faith keeps me walking

2007-09-06T04:55:00.000+08:00

There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course, when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back.

2007-05-31T21:16:00.000+08:00

met one of my manyyyy sisters for the first time today. she is 38 this year. wow. 2nd daughter of 2nd wife. gosh so complicating.. i dont even know how many half-sisters do i have. i think she looks really like elaine, my sis. haha.

anyway, i have been thinking and doing alot of research on which course should i enter AND im gonna choose one of these course stated below, depending on interest and pay and whether the job is gonna be really boring. anyway i have narrowed the university to be located in uk because i think it has a better study environment. im kinda into structural/civil engieering now. designing building those kinda stuff. i love to designnnn. i can help my dad in designing condos and shopping centres too. :D so lets seeee
-mechanical engineering
-engineering design
-automotive design
-civil engineering
-structural engineering
a useful link - www.thegooduniversityguide.org.uk
well im gonna stop here for now.heh.

2007-05-31T03:46:00.000+08:00

this time this place
misused mistakes
too long too late
who was i to make you wait

all I'm left with is a little bit of hope and faith

2007-05-24T21:01:00.000+08:00

so much so for the little surprise. no one cares.

sometimes the greatest journey is the distance between two people

2007-05-23T02:04:00.000+08:00

its past 2am and i just dont feel like sleeping even though im kinda tired. so many things running in my mind now. so many what ifs. things that i know i shldnt do but i still continue. things that i know i shld think but it just cant be left aside. well lets just say life is full of ups and downs and now is my 'downs'.
come too fast, past too slow

2007-05-19T17:44:00.000+08:00

2007-05-19T17:22:00.000+08:00

Glad

Everywhere you go, perfection

Follows you the wrong direction

And you will never see it for

You get all that you need and more

You see it, you want it

You find it, it's yours

But you can't say what you want or

Take what you want or

Choose the moods that you fake when you want

You said your life couldn't get much better

Then where it's at, yeah

Well aren't you glad?

The only one of 5, exception

The child of your pride is deception

And on your list of things to do

Is make me fall in love with you

You find one, you want one

Cause I'm one, who plays, yeah

But you can't say what you want or

Take what you want or

Choose the moods that you fake when you want

You said your life needed something special

Which you don't have, yeah

You can't say what you want or

Take what you want or

Rest and wake any way that you want

You said your life couldn't get much better

Well, here I am, yeah Well, aren't you glad?

Now you got it bad

I know you do

You can't say what you want or

Take what you want or

Choose the moods that you fake when you want

You said your life couldn't get much better

Well here I am

But you can't say what you want or

Take what you want or

Rest and wake any way that you want

You said your life needed something special

Which you don't have, yeah

Well, aren't you glad?

Aren't you glad?

2007-05-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

can i hold you in my arms and shield you from the strom

wipe away your tears with my burning heart

take over your pain and i still wont mind

cos im the brightest light

in your darkest night

but am i still the brightest light

or just another passer by..

2007-03-26T01:27:00.000+08:00

You Are 13% Selfish

In other words, you're a warm, caring considerate person.Just make sure to get your way sometimes. There's a fine line between unselfish and pushover.

Slacker Kid

High school was a place you showed up occasionally, but you didn't really leave a mark.
You hated rules, authority, and structure. In fact, you still do.

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's" Your Love Style?

2007-03-17T14:27:00.000+08:00

My sweet Lady, song of my heart,

Hold my hand, as this journey we start.

Lift me up in spirit of joy and gladness,

And shield my soul from heartbreak and sadness.

So hear me Sweet Lady, and know in your soul.

That there is no better future than with you to grow old.

My hand I extend and my life I offer.

For being with you my love, there is no greater pleasure.

So hold my hand,

let us walk through this life,

being what we were meant to be,

Together

2007-03-14T02:34:00.000+08:00

im worried, is something wrong or am i just worrying too much.
im afraid, afraid that the future will be in a mess.
sometimes i wonder, if the world is smaller wouldnt it be much better.
do you really care,
cos i do.
will you miss me,
when you think of me.
will you cry, if i die.
and i'll do anything i can,
to see you.

i miss you, i really do.
every word i said, i meant it all.
will you give me your heart, so i'll guard it with my soul.
cos u got my heart, so dont lose it.

i dont care what they say
i dont care what they think
i dont care i dont care.....

2007-03-08T00:14:00.000+08:00

i kept thinking what if this happen, what if that happen. like what if i die tommorow, what if im all alone, what if something tragic happen to me.. maybe im just thinking too much.. and i really hate my memory. its almost like chicken's memory. i put my things here and next min i forget where i placed it. and i left my keys at my work place today cos i forgot about it. is there anyway that i can improve my memory...
work isnt really good.. the working hours are shit but im getting used to it.. im just annoyed cos i got less time to talk to my sweetie.. im working at the candy bar now, which means i sell pop corn and stuff.. i didnt know gv is soooo clean. u gota dig the smallest hole to clean the shit out it everything. and i burnt my hand twice by the pop corn popper while cleaning it. its so hard to remove the melted sugar thats left sticking on the glass after cooking the pop corn. they really jsut POP and turned into pop corn lol. its good that although its so tiring to work there the people around me are around my age so we can talk. but im not really used to talking to them.. got this indian guy called shankah, he's really nice to me, just me, and he's like all of our senior other that the managers. he calls me ah beng and now everyone who dont know my name or dont know how to pronounce calls me ah beng. argh whatever. but im okay with it. brought home bout half a kg of sweet corn today. haha. they are gonna throw it anyway. such a waste of food. i'll bring home some pop corn tommorow. lol.
now lets talk about my studies. i just got my results today and i failed my GEMS, as i thought.is those type of subject that u can never fail cos its so easy.. but because its so easy and we dont find it that important, we dont do anything about that module and at the end of the day, got F. @#$%^! my overall gpa is now a bloody 2, or a C. im gonna work really hard from the next sem cos i got an aim now. i wanna get into a good uni in london. and if i continue like this i cant do shit and i'll become a really useless person in the society. thats not the only reason why im going there anyway (:
i wish time fly faster..for now.

2007-02-25T15:04:00.000+08:00

working at gv really sucks even though the pay is higher than most itp jobs. i just got scolded by one of the managers for not going to work today. they are suppose to call me and tell me what time im suppose to go but they didnt so i assumed its my day off. but the manager scolded me and told me that im suppose to call them and check instead. anyway yesterday was the performance. it was good. we got the whole performance recorded. anyway its a short performance. 2 originals 1 cover, total of 3 songs.
anyway i gtg now. gota go swimming. will blog soon.

i'll be there for you, these 5 words i swear to you (:

2007-02-14T00:52:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my first day of work.. its kinda tiring and reallly long.. 8 hour 45 min..what i have to do is clear the cinema aft the show, tear tickets clear rubbish. if im the 2nd shift i gota stay till around 1230am, like today.. tiring..especially when its a new movie.. i have to clear a 400 seats in like 10 min. i wanted to learn driving while working but guess i wont b able to do so.. the working time is not fixed. i dont even know which days are my off days. yawnz tired..

"Hey There Delilah"
Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Time Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

i'll be the brightest light in your darkest night.

2007-02-10T01:00:00.000+08:00

omg i cant submit my GEMs assignment cos it too late to pass up. its 40% think im gonna fail theis module la. its so stupid to fail such a module, waste of time to repeat this. totally unrelated to what im studying. i dun wanna repeat any module. if i wanna get into NUS i gota score an average of 3.8 and for NTU 3.5. thats impossible considering i did so badly for the past semesters. even if i get 4 for the rest of my sems i wont b able to pull up the average. guess im going oversea.
just like any other fridays we went out and have dinner together. jaesh, duane, marcus, me, wei liang, jia jun, suppose to have more ppl coming but they are in ns.. soon all of them will go ns, except me.

I'ts not what happens to you that determines how far you will go in life; it is how you handle what happens to you.

2007-02-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

okay im blogging today cos AUDREY YEE said i should blog more often since i kept it for so long. havent blog for a long time anyway.. well well lets just say my life isnt too bad lately. just a couple of ppl missing from my life. dont cry too much okay. we all miss u too. mayb i'll join u next year. :)
my exams jsut ended yesterday. and somehow i dun feel so excited cos i wasnt even stressed during the exam period. which is bad right. anyway, i only got 3 more days to enjoy before the industrial attachment starts. im posted to GV marina. hmm not that near my house but at least there's a direct bus from home. 8am to 5pm everyday. gota continue my driving lessons too. i stopped for so long. promised to drive audrey to jb to eat ba kut teh when she comes back. :)
hmm shound i date any girl on vday? dont think so. surprising 2 girls asked me out but somehow i dont feel so much love around me. it always end up with disappointment. mayb thats the wrong way of seeing things but thats how i feel and think now. guess i'll just hang out with my good friends and have dinner together.
bout 15 days to my band performance at dxo. havent even decide on what songs to play. but we confirmed 2 songs, 2 originals. thinking of what other song to play. i wanted to play smooth by santana but i a band played it b4 at the same place.. hmm..
gonna sleep early today..

ALL ABOUT LOVING YOU (Bon Jovi)
Looking at the pages of my life
Faded memories of me and you
Mistakes you know I've made a few
I took some shots and fell from time to time
Baby, you were there to pull me through
We've been around the block a time or two
I'm gonna lay it on the line
Ask me how we've come this far
The answer's written in my eyes

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

I've lived, I've loved, I've lost, I've paid some dues, baby
We've been to hell and back again
Through it all you're always my best friend
For all the words I didn't say and all the things I didn't do
Tonight I'm gonna find a way
Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

You can take this world away
You're everything I am
Just read the lines upon my face
I'm all about lovin' you

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

All about lovin' you

The geat blessing of mankind are within us and within our reach; but we shut our eyes, and like people in the dark, we fall foul upon the very thing we search for, without finding it.

(Seneca)

2007-01-15T23:44:00.000+08:00

mymindisinatotalblankthinkingsomuchbutjustsohardtoexpressthisfeelinginsidemesoempty

2007-01-09T21:59:00.000+08:00

it was 9am in the morning and i was in a bus, on my way to school when wr called me to meet up with our sec sch friends in new town. and without hesitation i just agreed. so i skipped school and met them in ntss. suppose to meet serene but i was chased outa sch due to imappropriate attire.. so we went to clementi to play pool.. ate lunch.. and at night i met up with audrey, jaesh, davin, stam, lester and boon. audrey is leaving for london for 3-4 years on the 25th so we met up.. im gonna miss her..

2006-12-27T04:07:00.000+08:00

As we strain to grasp the things we desire,
the things we think will make our lives better:
money, popularity, fame.. we ignore what truly matters,
the simple things.. like friendship, family, love.
The things we probably already had.

2006-12-05T19:01:00.000+08:00

girls are freaking expensive

2006-11-28T22:41:00.000+08:00

sometimes i think, its not good to be nice.. u cant be mr nice guy all the time..

2006-11-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

went to dxo last friday.. i got really high cos the alcohol was so cheep and we drank and drank.. bao ling was there too.. i went to meet wx after that and stayed with her till morning at ridout macs.. and we saw this really huge turtle almost a metre long.. wierd shape.. and there was this really cute turtle, a smaller one. it has a yellow patch on its back..probably left by the owner so he can recognise it.. it was swimmin with its front 2 hand flapping on the surface of the water and its head raised up, mouth opened. and there were at least 6 turtles behind it.. as though going to bao it cos they are jealous.. haha..

2006-11-20T01:21:00.000+08:00

heard that i cant get my driving licence till march.. damn it.
im gonna complete my songs asap......... all half done.. im just distracted by games. totally waste of time but totally addictive..

2006-11-18T14:29:00.000+08:00

i dont care whether anyone reads my blog.. in fact i dont want ppl to know about my blog..whenever i feel like expressing my feelings or sharing nice things i'll blog.. when i first got a blog i was hoping every friend of mine or even strangers to know my blog or getting as much links as i can find but that not the point of a blog.. argh whatever.

i was just wondering what if i suddenly die today. will anyone realise? will anyone miss me? will anyone cry? and what if my best friends, my classmate, my lover or my crush die. how will i feel? suddenly there will be so many regrets.. regrets of not being nicer, not treasuring the moment we had... what if i lose everything overnight, no friends no family, just myself. anyone who talk to me for more than 5 min can be my best friend.. will i kill myself? i wont, definately.. sometimes i feel like crying not because im sad but i wanna feel what is it like to be sad again.. its just wonderful how people can 'feel' from the heart.. the feeling of love,sadness, joy... i wanna feel all these again.. the feelings of life..

fuck am i trying to be an emo kid..

2006-11-02T09:04:00.000+08:00

im missing wx so much. i think i like her, but i shldn't. im like forcing myself to believe that i dont like her but actually i do. this feeling is super confusing. gota go to sch now. mayb im meeting her later to pass me my shirts.

2006-09-27T23:54:00.000+08:00

just reached homw from newton fc with jin liand davin. we went to swim at my house just now... and the stupid stall selling drinks.. at the corner of newton fc.. the sugar cane juice is totally like shit. even the color is darker than the normal ones.. so diluted some more.. and got a fly in it...argh..
i went to driving lesson this morning anyway.. theory 1 and 2.. didnt go to school.. it was ok.. wanted to book the theory test which is on 30th sept but i just found out its fully booked... i wasnt last night.. zz.. delay 1 more month...this sucks.........

2006-09-26T02:42:00.000+08:00

OMG OUR SONG JUST GOT PLAYED ON 987!!!!
praise godddddd...cant wait for the pro recording to be out this week end...

2006-09-17T16:34:00.000+08:00

city harvest is such a great place... just came back from there with davin.. their own songs are rather simple and dull... but since the people like it then nvm then.. im gonna record afew songs with davin next sat.. 3 of his songs and 2 of mine.. hope we can make the songs sound the best they can be...
had been going to gym recently too.. great improvements... arms a lil too big maybe.. for these few months im totally addicted to computer games like a dick.. its such a waste of time. even though i know it i just cannot stop..much better now though.. even bother to blog..
davin just know how to swim and he come to my house and swim almost everyday..haha..fun though.. and i got myself tanned...
alright maybe i shld revive mt blog and start bloging again instead of gaming..

2006-07-13T04:07:00.000+08:00

just came back from driving again.. stupid jj almost bang down a person.. driving like an idiot..
dun wanna let him drive my car liao.. haha.. dun think i'll b driving my bm anymore.. so risky.. and the petrol is dam ex.. 40 bucks for 1/3 of the tank... but the turbo was shiok la.. heng heng never kana road block....going bath then slp.. tmr school at 10.. dunno wan drive to sch anot.

2006-07-12T04:10:00.000+08:00

my bro and parents went to australia cos my bro going there to study.. my parents wont b back till sunday.. and i jus came back from driving... SWEE SWEE TO THE MAX.. drove my bmw with jon chua and jj to pasir ris ate midnight curry and we drove for a while at an empty lane.. went up to 150km/h.. then i drove back home... went to wei liang's house first to say hi. on my way back saw a road block at balmoral there... dam heng.. haha driving tmr again.. swee

2006-07-02T03:35:00.000+08:00

the party was fine.. here's one of the bands i invited

only took 1 pic.. wasted.. anyway 1 performance at devil's bar on 8th.. dunno if im ready.. had fever since last week till yesterday..still coughing badly.. lost my voice and cant sing.. davin will b singing alone then.. gota complete my song by 8th july..

2006-06-14T02:18:00.000+08:00

damn fun to drive la. recently my frens suddenly all interested in driving.. but all no licence...cant wait to drive my bm.. 3 mths to my bday.. swee.. once again i didnt do my e learning.. zz.. anyway.. i got a party on 21st.. age 16 and above can come.. hope u guys can come support.. my band is performing too.. 2 cover and 2 originals.. hope u guys will like.. recently im thinking real hard.. what do i really want in my life.. what do i wanna get.. how can i make my life better and not waste it..i see so many ppl just stoning alone and not doing anything at all..meaningless life.. black and white.. i dun wanna be like them.. i wanna be somebody.. a person who ppl respect, who ppl depend on.. then again how then can i achieve my goals..
anyway any guys interested in pushing tickets and earn few hundred over night drop me a message.. any band who wanna perform in clubs can also approach me.. hoind4house@hotmail.com

2006-05-17T01:16:00.000+08:00

OMG so many ppl telling me i look like slyvester..dunno how to spell la.. wierdo name....dunno its good or bad..haha... anyway school is so much better ever since i changed class.. same class as meng loong.. my studies improve and i find more interest in studying too. i jus wanna get good grades to let my parents b happy.. dats e main reason.. i know very well that im not going to need all these that im studying now for my future at all.. one of my teachers can speak tamil and malay but he is a chinese yet can speak chinese well.. wierdo.. haha..
i dyed my hair brown.. first time using bleaching powder.. but i only dyed the front cos i nv buy enough developer..haha.. im thinking whether to leave it long or cut it short...my friends said i look better with longer hair.. i shall try it.. haha..
oh ya.. this morning a girl got knocked down by a bus at bouna vista mrt there.. sadly she died.. my friend told me she's the 4th person to die at the junction..dangerous place.. please dun anyhow walk walk there..haha..
i neeeed a better drummerrrrr... ian always sure got some excuse for not going to session or jam one.. dam irritating.. and he's not that good also.. davin and i had a vision.. thats to sell our albums in shops.. sound abit impossible but gota believe it.. if i dun believe i can do it i will never be able to do it.. most important thing is hav faith.. and let god's blessings pour on us.. yay.. lol. anyway jus joined this session with a group a youngsters ard my age..quite cool.. davin will play the guitar and sing and i will harmonise.. dam cool..haha.. my church change to wednesday instead of fri...which is tmr.. check out my ipod.. lol.. i-trans

2006-05-01T01:16:00.000+08:00

alrighttttttt im gonna start blogging again.. haha.. i'll write a short one now... going to eat supper.. roti prata! haha... quite sad la tmr cant meet up.. somemore its a holiday.. anyway this song my richard marx is dam nice.. 'now and forever'...
Whenever I'm weary from the battles that rage in my head You make sense of madness when my sanity hangs by a thread I lose my way but still you seam to understand Now and forever I will be your man Sometimes I just hold you Too caught up in me to see I'm holding a fortune that heaven has given to me I'll try to show you each and every way I can Now and forever I will be you man Now I can rest my worries and always be sure That I won't be alone anymore If I'd only known you were there all the @me All this time Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the sand Now and forever I will be your man Now and forever I will be your man
tks rene =]

2006-03-06T03:16:00.000+08:00

yay.. exams' overrr...haha...i think i gonna retake one of the modules.. c prog.. i think i shld retake anyway cos i totally dunno any shit bout it... the teacher is totally idiotic.. luckily next sems i can choose my teacher.. heh.. rq and hedi gonna retake with me together.. recently gotten quite close to rq and hedi.. hedi was stucked in relationship probs and we helped him solve his problems.. bgr bgr.. fri night the cool gang(jj and all) went to drink and i forgot to meet up with them... was held up by some personal stuff..oh ya.. some cool stuff.. a few churches gathered to record their original songs to an album and sell in stores.. davin and me will b playing 2 of the songs and i will b the guitarist for the whole cd... dman cool right... haha...talking bout band.. there is some prob with my current band with jaesh stam and ian chia.. ian dom is the new rythemic guit for my band and he is leavin afther the performance at march..(place not confirmed) ian dom is pulling stam along.. everyone was blaming each other for not being good enough.. had a big prob.. if everyone blame each other we can never be good.. must b humble.. or sometimes even worse..u think that u are good but the fact is u are not good at all... like this how to improve...frankly this is the lousiest band i was ever in but also the most fun band.. stam wanna be a really good basist and i support him.. he got the potential just that need to train hard on his singing.. he can do it.. ian chia i got nothing to say.. he thinks he is good.. but he isnt.. jaesh too. but he really really improved alot...
anyway... was at cine arcade outside at bout 11pm when a group of 7 guys wack up 2 guys for staring at a girl...the girl is a fuckin cb kia.. she wasnt even sure whether dats the guy.. and the guys are losers.. fucking bird brains controlled by the bird brain girl... nowonder they no future..their goal in life is to die.. that guy was bleeding and blood was drippin on the floor.. aft that tio interviewed by china news asia bout the tammy thing... think they gonna show it on monday 730.. some programme...
elis got first for ndo!! congrats... haha... hope she can keep it up... 2 more week to fight.. all these were never ever expected...

2006-02-27T03:22:00.000+08:00

i did some research and found out that an average student with diploma cert earns bout 1.8k per mth.. and with master degree cert bout 3.8k per mth.. its so little!! imagine spendin half ur life studyin in exchange for a mthly earning of 3.8k mthly and u have to work very hard...why is it that ppl still study? cos singapore already instill this mentality to every singaporean that study is the only route to success.. it definately is not true.. study is a process that opens our mind but it does not gaurantee u a stable future...15 to 20k ppl get retrenched every year and its increasing..singapore population is also increasin by bout 1.9% every year.. the higher the population the higher the number of workers and the higher the number of ppl get retrenched and the lesser the pay.. how then can we be the in the 1% that get out of this system and earn far more than 3.8k? my frens always tell me 'hey u are only 17 and not even working yet why worry so much?' wad i think is since we know that if we remain like the way we are now, our future will be tough, why not start earlier and hav a better and more enjoyable future? it can be jus spending a few hours a week but it definately will help us in the future.. its never ever too early to start planning... many ppl fail to plan but no one plan to fail...

2006-02-26T00:40:00.000+08:00

didnt blog for yearssssssssss... haha. was damn lazy to blog... ever since a last blogged alot of things happened.. first of all.. the party was fantastic!! i was the VIP... haha... it was really fun..was very very surprised to see so many ntss ppl comin for my party..lower sec ones..and edwin See and those very unexpected ppl... pierced my ear too... top of my ear... my frens told me its very painful but it seems to me like nothing at all compared to piercing my own lip.. dyed my hair red too but my mom complaint to i had to dye it black.. but not totally black.. now is the exam period.. dam sian.. cant wait for the exams to be over.. i got so many things to do.. gotta train with my christian band and outside band.. got 2 performances in march.. and must must help elis get first for ndo... i wanna b manager soon.. but i alway have thoughts of giving up everything and focus on my christian band cos im very sure we will make it big... mayb not in singapore but other countries around singapore.. cos singaporeans just condemn their own local artist all the time.. bth..lucky got connection to singapore , malaysia and other asian artist..for my outside band its good that we are performing, like the next step to success..but i still think we arnt that god yet.. gota be humble la.. if not cant improve...
just now aft my church i went to meet frens for dinner a while... all my clsoe brothers.. then tio dai ji again.. as usuall.. feel like the good old days....we tio with a a group of ang mo.. they were damn scared.. can see their hands shaking.. they were tryin to run but my frens pull their shirt..they tried to hide but jj bang the door damn hard...lol...trying yo ram down the door... but they still opened it.. aft that it was settled without fighting... as usual la... always one..lol... but i feel abit bad for them.. but who call them so xia lan... then dun dare admit... shall meet up with my brothers soon... =]

2006-02-10T02:36:00.000+08:00

so fast 1 week already... this week i had been busy practicing for this comin sat's gig.. but sadly i jus got the news 2 days ago that all bands peformances are cancelled because apparantly last week there was a band that played a black metal song which stirred up a fight in the club.. the owner wasnt happy and he banned all band performances... any the band will still go but not playing... jus to keep our promise that they will b there... anyway march there will be 2 performance... 1 is church which is sth like a camp...3 days 2 night.. the other one is a peformance at gotham penthouse...
anyway met jj,jaesh and wei liang at newton jus now for supper... didnt see them for ages.. all my close brothers.. nvm sat we will be meeting once again.. haha..
for details for this party please visit http://lifestylebash.com/events/lsbmonthly.php this is a real happening party so do not miss it.. haha..
im thinkin of cuttin back my old hair style... but im very interested in jap hairstyle... haha... feel like dyin my hair white.. or mayb jus highlight white..but my dad will kill me... haha..

beatles-yesterday
Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far awayNow it looks as though they’re here to stayOh, I believe in yesterday.Suddenly, I’m not half the man I used to be,There’s a shadow hanging over me.Oh, yesterday came suddenly.Why she had to go I don’t know she woldn’t say.I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday.Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.Now I need a place to hide away.Oh, I believe in yesterday.Mm mm mm mm mm.

i listen to this song since i was jus a kid... bout 4 or 5 years old...cos my mom played it all the time.. i love this song.. it has a nice tune.. the lyrics do have an impact on me too.. it reminds me what type of person i was... and now how much hav i changed..for the good or worse... of course good... heh..
listen it here http://www.niehs.nih.gov/kids/lyrics/yesterday.htm

2006-02-03T23:32:00.000+08:00

WAH!! jus realised my attendance for E-tech out of 12 lessons i only went 4... absent for 12 lesons...i thought i sure cant take the exam already but the teacher said he let me take... haha heng....the best part is i scored 100 for the paper.... my frens were cursin me that i hardly go for lesson still can get 100... only the best students managed to score 100... this remind me of my sec school life.. whole day slack and play in class and did well for maths and science... but i did poor language...
after school went out with davin... orchard road was blocked due to chingay celabration... i went to meet jon for my 50 tickets for the feb 11 thingy... marcus, haan, gerard and ashley were there too... seems that there is a prob is cjc.. some cb complain to teacher that they sell tickets...now my frens are in deep shit.... tryin to find out who the cb is.... prob is some year 3 graduate.. anyway left them with davin...

well... chingay...quite happening.. got fire works somemore.... haha.... Dog year..

after met up with jin li and ate dinner and anato someting...cant rmb the name clearly... the turkish restaurant at far east... haha... very full... now still full.... aft that chat for a while then come home..... tmr is the start or the war...the battle begins.....

2006-02-02T23:10:00.000+08:00

yesterday met kel, johari,edwin,yz,elis and jerral....ate dinner together and went to gamble somewhere nearby...haha..

wth... where first time got this type of card... 4 As 1 3.... all 4As i took...some more the deck is well shuffled... and kelvin got 2 black jack in a row.... and the most heng thing was.... when edwin was the dealer, he got 2 7 in his hand.. i was beside him and i drew a card... and guess wad ..the card was 7!! lucky i took... if i didnt take he will have three 7!!! win 7 times!! 1 person 14 bucks... wa damn heng... haha.. over all i won bout 70 bucks..reached home at bout 2am... then realised that i got no internet connection... felt kinda wierd... heng i managed to fix the prob...

today lesson ended at 3... usually is 5 one.. haha... skipped jap lesson and went jammin...cos i think its more imporatant.. lol.. the jammin was kinda sucky... for 1 moment i didnt want perform cos it was too bad... but finally we played the song i composed... and it sounded so good! i think we can only play our own song... haha.... anyway gota practice man... its just 9 days away... 0_0

edwin, yz they all went to mr yuan jie's house to gamble... gamble again.. lol... not very good to gamble all the time ah.... haha... i couldnt go cos cannot come home too late... mus make my parents happy so tmr can come home late... haha... hmmmmmmmmm........ 11:50 already...

2006-02-01T03:19:00.000+08:00

went to gamble and meet up with my frens at mr ken's house... lost 40 bucks... but im not sad at all... haha... mayb cos what matters most is not bout winning or losing money, but enjoyin myself with my close frens... also cos yz went too.. was so busy for the past few days... gota accompany davin all the time..haha... but i dun mind at all... school is startin tmr.... back to the usual school days... gota jam soon for the feb 11th gig... either we make it big or fuck it already... on the say day my parent are leavin for malaysia... hope they wont bring me along or my band dun need perform already... come to think of it its quite scary to perfrom infront of 2000 ppl... alright gota sleep already... yawnz....
what happened to all the sneeze????

2006-01-31T02:28:00.000+08:00

heys... its chinese new year now.. this year somehow is qutie different from the previous years.. last time i always help out in decorating my house but this year like dun have the 'qi fen'...haha.. staying at home is so boring.. but have to stay cos after this period i will hang out quite often.. just like last time.. im just not used to staying at home and do nothing... lucky got davin here got accompany me...heh... he stayed at my house cos his room was occupied by his cousins from indonesia... anyway my parents like him.. so it seems alright... went to omar's house jus now... go bai nian... haha... all the way to kembangan... that area is so different from here, central... it reminds me of malaysia cos it housing area really looks like malaysia one... it seems so peaceful, where everyone knows each other... peace......
i jus realised that how close am i to my performance... its next sat!!!PLEASE COME IF U CAN!! tickets 20 bucks each... singapore biggest party!! omg.. i still haven practice at all... and on the same day is the singapore idol audition... davin is going... and he also haven practice... wish him good luck... heh...
tmr going mr ken's house to gamble... can meet up with my frens again..haha... i used to hate the people there cos i hate the environment.. it seems soooo 'uncool'.. but now i actually enjoy meeting them... life=time... waste time=shorter life... are u always wasting ur time? in life ther are many opportunities....be it studies job love or wadever.... once missed u can never get it back...soooo treasure what u have now as u may regret someday if u lose it...... . . . . . .

2006-01-24T02:03:00.000+08:00

so tired now... watched xiao hai bu ben with yz and edwin they all..haha..its a good show...very touching...there are afew scenes when my eyes got watery..cant imagine wad will happen if elis was with us..hahaha....she sure cry till the whole cinema can hear...lol...and yesterday kelvn, johari, jarel and edwin got promoted...haha...it was great...yz won quite afew awards too...=D this week is a dam busy week.. got 2 presentation.. tmr got c prog test.. and i also wana help elis get BE... somemore new year.. if nv stay at home my parents sure complain say i dun respect them... must let them watch xiao hai bu ben..hahaha... nowadays so busy.. not much time to spend with yz.. =( not i dun wan but i cant.. hope that when all these stress is over everything will be normal and we will b enjoying the fruits... =] misss ya...
tough times never last tough ppl do

2006-01-21T03:31:00.000+08:00

finally aft 1 whole week im back to normal...really alot of things to settle.. im also more serious bout my studies.. and also my health.. i wanna start to exercise regularly... feb 11th got a huge party in which famous singapore bands like ronin and pug jelly are playin..my band performin too...heh... but i hope there wont b cock ups... i always dam scared of cock up..expecially at this type of party...a small mistake is serious..jammin tmr...see how things goes...

2006-01-11T03:12:00.000+08:00

OK today's blog is specially dedicated to my dear miss han...hahaha...
thanks for being with me when i need u and taking away my loniness.. i really treasure the time we had together.. although sometime u get irritated cos i did something foolish but i never mean it.. i still do love u alot... u know it... hope to see u soon... muackssss =]

2006-01-08T03:28:00.000+08:00

meet samantha today.. the last time i saw her was 3 years ago outside clementi mac where her frens and her ask for my number.. lol... met edwin also.. dunno why she so scared of edwin.. haha... mayb my t up skills to good.. but cant be..lol... today wear formal... feel so wierd.. it feels like wherever i go there will be ppl lookin at me with a 'wth' face..lol... i think my shirt sucks.. and my hair too.. didnt really bother bout my hair nowadays..unlike the past years.. but those hairstyles are too funky.. haha.. yz see me only laugh at me.. b4 that still msg me wanna see me so she can laugh.. lol..bth.. after that met howie jaesh 2 weileangs marcus tim and some other ppl for dinner.. howie gonna serve the country next wed. lol.. there goes his hair... he really have nice beard now...haha.. didnt see him for so long cos i was so busy with my stuff...he wanted to threat me movie and send me home but i wanted to come home earlier so i can chat with yz..haha.. sneeze*

2006-01-04T21:51:00.000+08:00

didnt go to school today..firstly i was too tired..secondly today's lessons are quite useless to me as its very simple... im kinda weak these few days.. i used to be quite strong.. mayb its because i had not been exercising.. or mayb i did not have enough sleep..

eat foooooodd with her =)

line dance at lao pa sat..wanna join??hahaha..

went out with yz quit afew times these days.. whenever im with her i just hope that time will stop right then..=) i can even forget about taking this last train home just to spend a while more with her.. be with me =)

2006-01-01T16:24:00.000+08:00

WHY AM I SO FUCKING SHY CCB...ZZZ

2005-12-31T03:04:00.000+08:00

came back from korea yesterday...thursday...was yu zhen's bday.. sadly i couldnt spend it with her... missed out quite alot of fun...haha..korea was fun too..understanding their culture and style of living, totally different from singapore..gonna be real busy for the coming month..exams, performances, business and church..its all about time management..no time is jus an excuse for ourselve to relax..
gonna organise a church camp on march..everyone is welcome..me and davin are the organisers..gonna be fun..haha...watched the stupid plastercine movie today too..stupid show.. gonna slp liao tmr got chalet.. gonna hav lots of games...haha..
y am i not sneezing??? haha

2005-12-23T23:38:00.000+08:00

today is the 3rd day in taiwan...2 more days and i'll be in korea.. for e past 2 days there isnt any internet connection cos i was staying at the country area.. where all the mountains are... buay ta han... driving round the mountains make me car sick somemore... tmr gonna be shoping day not i dun hav any taiwan money or wadever its called.. arrghh.. wonder how many presents should i buy..im now in shangri la hotel...hav to pay like 10 plus sing. bucks per hour for the internet.. can die...

2005-12-18T01:35:00.000+08:00

feeling down today..tio waken up by my mom cos she received warning letter from sp.. tio 3 warning letters liao...i rmb i sad i will try not to pon but i still did. not good. but can see improvement.. a good thing.. not good mood...zzz

2005-12-16T03:03:00.000+08:00

went out with apple today after my school. had to wear formal to fit her dressing as she came from work..=P..suppose to meet at 530 but i came early..met some frens and stayed with them for a while before i met apple.. aft meeting her we went to watch king kong..the theater is so packed!..even the first row is fully occupied..luckily i bought the tickets earlier.. its a 3 hour movie sia. worth the money.. lol.. but sit till my butt ache.. the movie is quite nice actually jus dat some parts are too 'kua zhang'..quite a sad ending.. after the movie we went to eat dinner at somewhere near OG..we chat for quite sometime till 1130.. i think i really like her..when i see her it seems dat all my worries are gone and the minute she left me i miss her like crazy..i hope this feeling is right..wonder how i gonna survive the 10 days in korea not seeing her..

dont worry guys im perfectly alright! lol..

2005-12-13T01:32:00.000+08:00

been ages since i last blog. think i shld start bloggin again. it sort of release my stress. things hav changed and so do i. for the good of course. no regrets. everything seems alright jus that school takes up hell lots of my time unlike last sems. also the big problem now is i had not beed talkin to my dad for almost 3 mths. i shld start talking to him again. i realise that i really love my family alot now though sometimes they dun treat me very nicely but its always better den some other ppl. used to hate them to the core. oh ya must apologise to davin for forgetin his bday. damn sorry la. my sch takes up so much of my time dat things are so different now. seldom hang out with my brothers already. hope to meet up soon. jj almost physco me to get a tattoo la. cos all of them got tatto then im suppose to get a spider from my chest to my shoulder blade. lucky i didnt get.
im going korea on from 21st to 31st i guess. im gonna miss out so many things la. 3 of our own parties, mr rick and zhen's bday, E learnin week, and alot of shit.
went out with kelvin, yu zhen, andy sharon and johari to watch a movie aft my sch..forgot wad title. it has a wierd story line la. sth like mission impossible. reached home at bout 1130pm. gota rush for some homework. no more last minute. hope so. must get good impression from my teachers man. not easy la. one good thing i stopped is sleepin in class la. hav to improve on my studies. i dunno y but i jus cant absorb wad the teacher teach. i tried to pay attention but still cant absorb anything. sometimes i wonder so wad if i really know how the sun moves how the world goes and every shit. wad does it got to do with my future? does it help me make money? as if im gonna b a teacher next time. i think that schoolin is basically a place to open our minds. like get mature inside. of course the best part is to know more frens. i agree dat schooling is the most enjoyable part of our life. wonder how the future will be like. cant bear to lose wad i have now but i know sooner or later i will lose them.
we always have choices in life. choose wisely.

2005-11-22T19:48:00.000+08:00

omg its the 4th week already. so fast. im planin to get all As for my subjects this term. hope i can do it. i feel guilty cos i tied my classmate's bag to the railing and he got stucked there for like 5 mins...it was so damn funny...hahaha..but its not right..=/.. this term is gonna b a busy one. sch end at bout 5 almost everyday. hardly hav anytime to relax. anyway jus wrote a song with davin last week and completed yesterday. gonna perform this sunday..NO COCK UP PLS.

2005-11-20T01:01:00.000+08:00

a song by NVNX
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hey pretty girl
do you know
that i amso crazy over you
but you-always
break my heartand leave me shattered and alone
all i want is to be the one who takes it all for you
but you-always
break my heart and pick the bastards over me

And i smile to myself when i think about the things that make me sing about you
i don't need to be the king of the world as long as i'm the hero of your heart
every minute that i'm with you i'm always wishing that it was two
when your life's in disarray i'll hold you in my arms
wipe away those tears and tell you
"hush its gonna be okay "
And i smile to myself when i think about the things that make mesing about you
i don't need to be the king of the world as long as i'm the hero of your heart
I dont need to be a superman as long as your my number one fan

when the smoke and dust have cleared
I'll be waiting here for you
nobody else wants you as much as I do
take my hand
run with me
you know you want to
so lets go
take my hand
run with me
you know you want to
so lets go

I don't need to be the king of the world as long as i'm the hero of your heart
I dont need to be a super man as long as your my number one fan

2005-11-09T22:22:00.000+08:00

wa super long nv blog la...was so busy and lazy for the past few days..cant rmb wad happened before but wad i gonna blog is bout today la... didnt really had enough sleep so i slped in class for sometime..but better den last time la.. i was so bored in gems.. didnt know anyone at all..only talked to some girls.. after dat i went to meet jaesh at pandan valley.. very long nv go back there..still quite the same..met some ntss ppl whom i dun know but look quite funky but not gangstery.. after dat marcus came and meet us..suppose to have a fight at sunset say today with some idiots..he bought a damn hammer la.. but in the end no fight cos he dun dare to find us.. we went to find him at holland and his frens said he left.. they were dam scared cos marcus was holdin a hammer and i was holdin a glass bottle.. but he wasnt there la.. then we went to meet jj and all at far east shoppin centre.. some super funny thing happened there.. outside the lan shop at the car park..this stranger, A, stared at my fren and my fren stared back but turned away.. after some time when my fren went to a nearby food centre to eat, A came and point at my fren.. he turned and shout point wad point ccb in hokien and guess wad A said.. he said "ok.. sory sorry..".LOL...

2005-10-16T01:23:00.000+08:00

went out with mal and ntss peeps yesterday..was fun...

haha too tall or too short?

as usual the common victim

i miss the MI days!!

2005-10-12T19:56:00.000+08:00

before i start saying anything..THERE IS A PARTY AT NEWSROOMBAR ON 31ST SO PLEASE COME...PRESALE 16 ONLY...haha..
alright..today im gonna talk bout MONEY.. i often have thoughts of how am i going to support my family in the future and i hope i wont hav a problem with money in the future. money is a big problem faced in every single family, often result to quarrels and distrupt the relationship between family members. i believe ur parents face this problem too and u definately dun like it.
lets do a calculation of our earnings in the future. assuming that you are a degree graduate and got a stable job income of 4k, dats not bad already. so from the 4k u will definately giv some to ur parents since they supported u for all the years. lets say u give them 1k, left with 3k. now come ur wife and kids. of course u will want ur wife to take care of ur child therefore u wont want her to work cos it would b too tiring for her. lets say u give ur wife 1.5k for ur child plus food. that will leave u with 1.5k. and u will want a car, basic source of transport. without counting in the basic payment the monthly installment for nissan sunny cost bout 700 per mth. plus the petrol bout 200 per mth. that will leave u with 600 bucks. and every month u save 300 bucks. left 300 bucks. 300 devide my 30 days and u wil get 10 bucks each day. wtf this is no difference from school dun u think so? and working life isnt good. school days u can pon. if u pon during work u tio fired and can go eat shit. and i haven include all the small things like shoppin for shirts, pens or wadever. moreover, what makes u think u can get a job. almost every working person have a degree cert. what makes u different from the millions of people outside fighting for jobs. and we know very well that singapore have a problem with foreign talents too. students from india and china who got rejected from their own university came to singapore and top the school. and these foreign talents dun expect much money. who do u think the boss of a company will employ? SO HOW THE FUCK ARE WE GOING TO SURVIVE???
this narrow down to only one solution. its to either study fucking hard and get all As, or start now before its too late. alright we are already 17 now. 18 soon. in a few years time we are going to move on to the working life. a few years wun take long. really. im not telling u to work and study part time now. wad i mean is it is never too late to start your own business now. business is a job, can even be not a job, as its like an investment in something and u earn money and even more as time passes. means u will only earn more money. we have heard from many people that they fail business many times and lost millions of dollars. we have also heard that people got scamed by doing unreliable business online. so what business is reliable???? what is it that can erase all ur problems that u are going to face in the future??? what is the business that u will only earn money and not lose money???? msg me for more details.....

2005-10-09T11:43:00.000+08:00

went to indochine last night with jaesh jj and all. herman wasnt able to make it cos he was sick. anyway it was quite happening. meet quite afew friends and tio some dai ji also. there was a band performing that was real good. though the songs may not be very difficult but its definately well played. i met roseline there. she was so shocked to see me. hav to say sorry to roseline for jaesh yesterday cos he scolded her for treating me to badly. i think he was out of his mind la. the guy with roseline who was his 'brother' scolded fuck u to jaesh and things got worse. some of us overheard it and thought we had a problem with roseline's 'brother'. so some of us gathered and had a talk with him. rather talked quite politely to him cos its jaesh' fault. if there were a fight we sure win but not very nice. in the end everything was settled peacefully. jaesh appologised too. i shouldnt be mad at jaesh cos he wanted to stand out for me cos he couldnt stand it. he is not the only person. but wad can i do. i admit deep down the feeling is still inside me but its impossible. mayb he was right. anyway lester also tio some shit. some guy made his gf very drunk and dunno where he was. i wasnt quite happy bout it. dunno jj or who tio some shit till hav to cal the parkway kids. but overall this party is alright la. mayb a little crowded sometimes at the dance floor.

2005-10-08T00:07:00.000+08:00

waaa laooo, damn sian ah.. my room is under renovation then i hav to move outa my room for bout 2 weeks. now i hav to sleep in my livin room everyday for the 2 weeks. my bro and sis' rooms are under renovation too so we all are sleepin at our livin room. good thing is all our beds ar at the livin room. but kinda wierd la. 3 beds in the livin room. anywyn went to church, then meet jj, jon chua, jaesh, haan, herman, duane and marcus to eat dinner together at junction 8. and duane got his bday presents from some of us cos his bday was few days ago. damn funny la guess wad we gave him.. we bought him the 1 buck toy where u get from the machines..whaha...after dat we went to drink beer at somewhere nearby. we drank 13 bottles. it was damn fun. anyway its jon chua's bday tmr..no now since its past 12 already. happy bday jon =)

2005-10-04T20:14:00.000+08:00

though its holiday now it doesnt really seems to hav much difference from the school days to me. mayb my school days are too slack. i was so lazy to blog for the past few days, so i cant rmb much things that happened. last sunday davin came to my house and gave me a surprise. he bought a birthday cake for me with a candle. haha thanks bro. i also decided to remove my lip piercing. hav i mentioned that? yea..im still on no talking terms with my dad. we dont even eat together. cant do shit, jus see how thing goes.

2005-09-23T02:21:00.000+08:00

fuking bad day. not that i dun enjoy my time in the afternoon buts its dat i tio fuck by my dad very badly at night. i went out wif hui jiun in the afternoon to watch the longest yard, a damn good show, then hang ard town for a while. had my first birthday cake with her too. thanks. after that i went to the office to do some business. when i came home everything was still fine. after that jj and herman and howie meet me for supper to sort of celebrate my bday and shit. cos we were suppose to meet up in the morning but non woke up. so i was outside today till bout 1230am. by i realised dat i had a few missed calls from home. so i managed to pick up the next call and my bro told me my dad was angry. when i reached home my dad was in his room so i thought everything was fine, anyway i went out for a while only and i told my mom dat i went to buy sth. i really did. then he came out of the room and start fucking me upside down. he said that i didnt respect him cos i came home so late the other night and despite his scolding i still go out. ohh come on. it was my birthday the other day and i just wanna enjoy for sometime with my friends. anyway if i go home i cant even celebrate. cos my dad didnt give me shit and my mom too. nothing. so i rather hang outside at least im happy for a while. so dat day he scolded me. i knew i was partly in the wrong cos i shldnt stay till so late. but today i just went out for like 45 min. den wtf he so angry for fuck. almost smashed my 4k guitar and he was looking for sth in my room to break. some more i was wearing some fukin ugly shirt and pants and sandals and bad hair where the fuck can i go. then i felt very sad after that. never feel so hurt before for years. this happened quite often last time when i was much younger. fucked up childhood. really. this is the reason why im strong inside.. i will prove to my parents that im not the kid they used to see everyday but a man who is mature and independant. i know very well that im still more lucky than alot of ppl... and god is there for me always...
behid the world i shed my tears
the pain in me i'll never forget
this is a war that i can never win
just to live on i shall be strong

2005-09-21T11:57:00.000+08:00

today is my birthday..yay.. im now officially 17. last night went to newsroom. it wasnt that fun cos not all my close frens went and also there were alot of guys. wasnt very high also. anyway ate supper wif some friends after that at bout 4. reached home at 430. went to meet roseline and she passed me my present. after that went to some talk. nothing special on my bday. recieved afew presents and im glad that alot of my friends say happy bday to me. i think its enough already. my mom only gave me 20 bucks for my bday. even my friends gif me things more ex. but its ok im used to it.

2005-09-19T12:26:00.000+08:00

sat: i went to my work place, with formal dressing with a tie some more. feel abit wierd at first but got used to it. everyone who on the streets look at me as though im some wierdo. im just trying to earn my own money so i can prove to my parents that i can support myself and im not the kid in their eyes. aft that, bout 9pm jaesh, jj, marcus, herman, jacq, boon and jon yu came to my house. they went to sentosa. i couldnt join them as i was working. i didnt know there were so many people coming to my place. i was quite shocked. tio a bad scoldin the next day by my parents too. we went to newton for supper together and met this old man who sells tissue. he was apparently drunk. he was wearing a suit and had a cast on his left foot. he could speak english very well, which tells me that he must be quite educated. why will anyone who is educated pick up a job to sell tissue. is this what the education in singapore give us? in singapore everyone has at least a degree cert. even those who sweep the floor. how can u gaurantee urself that u can get a good job considering there are alot of foreign talents from all over the world who are much well educated than us and all they ask for is a much lower pay than we ask for? it is not easy to live in the society outside today. so what if u are a university graduate, there are so many people who graduates. therefore u have to be outstanding to beat the rest, meaning get all As for your exams. do u think u can do it? i doubt so. so how then u can survive in this society? ask youself that..and we are already 17..not a kid u know. just a few more years and we will have to face the challengers outside...can u win the battle?

sun: i was woken up by my mom's scream. she was scolding me for waking up so late. jj stayed over at my house. we didnt slp till bout 6am. he was scared bout my mom. soon after that i managed to temper down my mom. we were suppose to watch the circue du soleie with my parents but my dad can celled it last minute cos my sis gota go to her tuition class. we had our dinner outside and went to jorung, lake side, to celebrate the moncake festival. my mom was very happy, very rare sight. we lighted candles on the floor and the seats. this reminds me of my childhood days. i used to light alot of candles during the moomcakes festival until there was no more left. it was beautiful. however now i nolonger bother to light up so many candles. i hav changed alot.

today: im meeting raj, wa huan and rui qin to study for our thermo test tmr. i rarely attend the lecture cos the lecturer confuses me more than teaches me. i thought that i shld not go to te lectre at all cos i dun learn anything but i was wrong. i cant even do the easiest question. no matter how bad the teacher is, u will still learn something useful from him. i shall start going to his lessons.

2005-09-15T22:50:00.000+08:00

just finnished clearng all the hw or project work that i owe. feels never better. but im still a littile worried for the exams tmr. they are ACAD and Electronics practical. later i gotta read up on the Electronics. i shall take a break now. haha.. there is a party next tuesday at newsroom. tickets sold at 16 bucks each. mayb 15..haha.. rnb music, drinks buy 1 get 1 free, free cleo mag and free strawberry flavour condoms.. some anti aids campaign actually.. call me if u are interested.. 91795072.. see u there..

2005-09-11T03:24:00.000+08:00

got a job recently. it should be able to last me till im old. went out wif the brothers today. we had dinner at crystal jade and came to my house to watch soccer match. its was damn fun. herman and marcus and jaesh were singing kara ok in my room. took a vedio. haha. aft dat we watched soccer. lucky i dun gamble anymore. they lost alot of money. haha. my mom is in thailand now. she will be comin back later. wonder wad will she bring back.

2005-09-07T13:04:00.000+08:00

this is shit man. last night i went with my parents to hav hap a+b injection. bout 5 min after the injection i got a fever till now but i feel better now. didnt go to school. suppose to meet my frens today. guess cant go out these few days. wondering whether i should go to chinablack on friday. zzz

2005-09-02T23:45:00.000+08:00

today is such a tiring day. mayb its cause i slped late last night. was playin game wif davin till bout 3plus am. this morning right after my first tutorial i got stucked in the lift wif 16 of my other classmates. i think its because they shake te lift too much. my class damn crazy. the whole class of 20 plus ppl always squeeze into the tiny lift den jump and shake around den make all the wierd noises. but its fun la. haha. some of my classmates really panicked alot man. can see the change in their facial expressions. haha. aft dat was a lecture. dozed of durin it. shit man i hate to slp in calss. i always wake up feeling lost in wad the teacher is teaching. some people think dat sleepin class is damn cool. siao. aft dat went to church as usual. den meet ban tian and his bro. den meet jia jun and the gang for a nice dinner at tong luk restaurant at orchard. the bill was bout 400 for 9 people. they wanted to go to some lup sup bar for the night to enjoy. lol. of course i didnt join them cos its not very right to go there. also i was carrying a school bag. look like a fool wif all my frens dressing with nice class dressing. i shld hav gone home to change.
im gonna earn my own money.

2005-08-25T20:53:00.000+08:00

alright here come updates..haha..nothing much is happening these few days..i woke up late today. my first lesson was at 10 but i woke up at 10 plus. i still went to sch for my second lesson at 1 pm. aft dat met my fren at raffles place. i shld stat studyin man. my results arnt very outstanding but still average. i wanna be better den the rest of my classmates but it isnt easy cos my classmates are all the smarties. im feeling kinda troubled but i cant explain what exactly is troubling me. i feel that im not myself and someone else is controlling me. what does it mean....

2005-08-21T03:12:00.000+08:00

so tired now man. just came back from joy's bday party. i shared money wif my fren to buy her a make up kit. the worst thing today is i lost 20 plus just from gambling. not good. didnt even win 1 round. im suppose to win or at least not lose money la. i think from now on im not gonna gamble. im not gonna sin so much too. because yesterday i learnt something from church la. i learnt dat the end of the world is coming very soon la. and it cant be fake cos its proven in the bible. there are so many events and disasters all written in the bible even before they actually happen. wads going to happen is when jesus come he will bring all the christians up leaving all those non christian behind. those non christians or not very serious ones will b left on earth for 7 years. in the first 3 half of the year there will be this man who bring peace and phosperity to the world. this man will show ppl dat he is god and make ppl worship him whereby he is actually under satan's control. there will also be a barcode on our whrist or forehead which we use it to buy things etc. currently scientists hav already came out wif sth like dat but its on the finger tip. but the fingertip doesnt hav enough flesh. in the next 3 half year there will be lotsa ppl dying and suffering. the person will reveal his trueself. the world will b in a mess. christians will b killed. after the seven years those non christians will go to hell and those who still says they are christian will go to heaven(most would hav died by then). i know this sound rediculous but the bible is so real. if even incident is written in the bible this day will definately come too. even the tsunami and war between nation are predicted even b4 they happen. the bible days b4 jesus come there will b flood in the world and its the tsunami and its already over dat means jesus is comin very soon. jesus will come when all the leaves ahv fallen and there is only 1 leaf left hangiing on the tree. scary man. i dont want to be left behind on earth and go through the sufferings. i also dont want my frens and family to be left on earth. i know it sounds rediculous but u hav to accept this for it cant be fake. and to the christians, there is no point being a christian if u are doing wad u know is wrong. so gota cut down. im trying hard too.
i pray dat god will bless my family and all my frens. i pray dat all of them will be saved and go to heaven.

2005-08-10T12:19:00.000+08:00

went to gotham 2 days ago. its the same organiser as the one at chijmes.i met quite afew familiar ppl there. the place was super crowded. though i didnt get tickets i still got in wif 10 bucks but without the drink cox we know the organiser. i didnt really danced cox it was super crowded. i was damn tired too. i actually slped inside for a while. was dizzy too cox i drank abit too much but was still in concious. i saw police go into the club but my frens say they wernt raiding the place. anyway left the place at bout 3am. most of my frens went to play dota after dat but i went home straight.
yesterday was the performance at tanjong bagar. it was to celebrate some indon thing and national day too. stupid ian always full of stupid cock ups. my band members want to kick him but i dun wan cox i really hope dat he can improve soon. though he has improved but he always go outa tempo and causes us to go outa tempo too. moreover he cant even rmb wad he played. im seriously thinking of removing him. but should i? not nice u know..

2005-08-03T21:20:00.000+08:00

days arnt very peaceful these days. parents quarreled again yesterday. my mom was fucking doing stupid thing to my dad that i had to crawl outa my bed and tell her to stop. she is seriously extremely childish and crazy. her words can hurt people so deep dat it leaves a scar in your heart rvn though she may forget wad she said in the next minute. she called me this morning while i was sleeping and scolded me on the phone for taking so long to pick up the call. i mean wtf u want, i was sleeping right. she told me to go sch alone and she didnt want to send me to sch. she was obviously mad at me. while i was havin my breakfast she was standing nearby and scoldin me everything dat she could think of. too used to it. aft school i came home a while b4 going to my audition for mm day performance. we got through. aft dat 5 of us, jaesh davin stam ian and me were walking towards the kap mac when a car knocked a cyclist down infront of my eyes. the accident was like only less den 10 metres away. luckily the guy wore a helmet. i saw him landed on his head. however his left leg was injured. we accompanied him till the ambulance arrived and left some statement. we continued walking to kap mac and saw roseline with another guy there. probably studying. mayb. alright. wadever. come home aft dat.

you dont fucking care..not at all

2005-07-29T00:55:00.000+08:00

well, i just came home from my class chalet bout 8 hours ago. its was great though there no girl in our class;it doesnt matter. the chalet was fun. i was late and reached only when all the food was cooked but there were only chicken wings left, so i ate bout 8 of them. after eating we slacked in the chalet for a while and cycled towards east coast. our chalet was at down town east. we aimed to cycle to bodok jetty; the place where u always see ppl fishing at east coast. the journey wasnt easy at all. since all of us were not familiar with the place we took a map and make use of it to guild us to our destination. however the map wasnt very clear. we had a hard time cuttin through the hdbs and crossing overhead bridge. during the journey there was a small quarrel due to some misunderstanding because the front people cycled too fast and the slower ones cldnt catch up. luckily the problem was solved and they appologised to each other. hi de burst his tyres and had to take a cab back alone. i almost got knocked down by a car when we reached the turn at east coast because when i was at the turn i realised dat my frens behind me were missing. i kept on turning back and suddenly at the turn a car sped past me. i panic and couldnt control my bike. the car swerved to a side and horned at me.
luckily i gained back my stability. aft dat i saw my frens behind me catching up. aft we reached bedok jetty we sat and talked for an hour and cycled back. halfway back some of us couldnt take it any more and took a cab back to the chalet. we started wif 9 and now there were only 4 of us. we took bout 1 halh hour to get back to the chalet. while cyclin back i saw students already in their uniforms going to school. greeted some of them. when we reached the chalet we took a shower and went to slp.
every1 went to slp but me. i was playin xbox. i wasnt tired at all, dunno why. aft we checked out we had our breakfast together. aft dat i went to play lan wif some of my frens while the others go home. i took a 2 hr nap and woke up to help my mom wash car.
im now playin computer games. im seriously addicted to computer games. i read the newspaper recently and there was this article about addiction to computer games. it says dat 35 percent of teenagers are addicted im no doubt one of them. but only 35 percent? next it says 15 percent of the 35 percent plays more den 5 hours everyday. omg im inside the 15 percent of the 35 percent. im tryin to cut down on my gaming now. i did it b4 when during the beginin of this year, i believe i still can do it.

2005-07-27T00:27:00.000+08:00

yesterday didnt do much things..went wif my fren to get his tattoo..i gonna get one on my left shoulder..a spider wif web...wait i get enough money frirst..
davin came to my house today..watched constantine..abit lag eh.. now my parents quarrelin.. cut some fruits for them..hope they can cool down...

memmories of the past flashes in my mind
such a different person i was before
it changes so fast dat i cant even recognise myself
hi there the person in the mirror
ur familiar smile reminds me of the person i used to b
do you know even remember wads my name....

2005-07-24T15:14:00.000+08:00

i went to clubbin last night at chijmes, met so many frens there, some familiar faces too jiun and jas was there too, wif their classmates. The place is very small, cant dance properly. Its a pity that there isnt proper lighting, meaning all the effects. We had a problem there. Some guy wanna stir up a fight. At first they thought there we only v few of us and they got 12. But aft all exchanging of vulgarities all our frens come out. We know bout half the ppl in the club. Mess with us means dead. After they saw more ppl coming out the pussys we scared. In the end nv fight. They wanna sua. Of course sua la if not they sure kana raped till their asses tear apart. Anyway not very nice to fight there cox the organiser is our fren too. Aiya its always like this one. Keep saying wanna fight den in the end sua. Left the place at bout 3. its quite ok la..really did enjoy myself.
after dat my frens came over and stay at my place. we went to eat supper at newton b4 dat. Stam was taking my sheep skin and covering it on his back and crawling on the floor..haha..dam funny. some of them were slping and others jux making noise while entertained by my lap top. SWERLY. herman was getting owned in cs. damn funny. den blaming the whole world for his death. haha..
suppose to meet my frens now for movie. guess i cant make it. indo is back and i wanna meet him. but when they go out im alway not free. he is leaving tmr. hai. later still got chalet. my fren's birthday party. im kinda broke now. not a good feeling. anyway its holiday next week.yay. but i know it wont take long b4 the week is over. and sch will start again. it also wont take long b4 we complete our studies and enter army, get married and settle down and hav a child dat reflects our childhood...wonder how life will b then...aiyo... thinking too far...for now jux do wad im suppose to do la... study and enjoy while we still can.

2005-07-10T01:33:00.000+08:00

today is jj birthday.. happy bday jia jun...haha..went to meet herman and jia jun at ntuc to buy food at 4pm..aft dat we went to changi park for bbq..havin a damn hard time lookin for the place...its like the far side of the world...i brought otard and xo...aft the food we drank alot...finished 2 xo and vodka..i was a lil drunk..damn fun la..herman and jj cant even walk straight..lol...den we striped herman till left his underwear..haha...aft dat we went to och...11 of us..nothing special la...jux a lil creepy....took cab home aft dat...still a lil dizzy...

2005-06-21T23:28:00.000+08:00

ahh..im so tired..school ended at 12 today...met wai seen and had lunch together at foodcourt 1..the food there is cheap and nice...unlike foodcourt 4...but its so far away from my school compared to fc4...aft dat i slacked ard in school and played monopoly till bout 5 and went for the canoe training...we had the same old training..mayb a lil more push up and pull ups...aft the training im all weary... took bus 105 and overslped...didnt realised it till i reached toa payoh..i had never been to dat place b4...not dat i can remember..i saw a pasar malam nearby and went there for my dinner...its was great..the place was filled wif tasty food...aft i had my wonderful meal i took a cab home..reached home at bout 1115pm...eating cup noodles right now...even the cup of noodles seem so heavy...

2005-06-20T23:49:00.000+08:00

more pictures...

yup..dats my band..

2005-06-19T22:25:00.000+08:00

today is father's day! happy father's day to all daddys...jammed quite often for the past few days..jux to get prepared for today's performance and next week's audition..at first i wasnt very happy bout this band...but now it seems dat everyone is improving..we played easy punk songs jux now..first date, going away to college,flavour of the week,right now and a song composed by me..titled 'ros'..specially dedicated to roseline...was glad dat she was able to make it to my performance..i think im gonna play this song for next week's audition...better to hav originals cox there are bout 200 bands dat participated..i will add in a guitar solo to the song...im starting to miss my old band..playin songs such as master of puppets and lotsa heavy metal songs..not dat i hate my current band...i used to hav a lil problem wif redwan..now i think its so stupid...i shall forgive everyone dat i hate...went to thai village for dinner...suppose to celebrate father's day but its like nothing special la...jux like any normal day....tmr sch starts at 3..song..i musnt pon any more lessons...at least keep my attendance above 80 percent..

2005-06-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

went to sch 1 hour late cox i over slped..school was from 8 to 12..aft sch ate lunch wif davin and went out to play pool wif my classmates..went back to sp aft dat for canoe training...at first everything was okiee..but at the end of the trainin when i used up all my strength suddenly we had to do bout 100 push ups..plus all the dragging..my whole body is so weary... good thing my mom came to pick me up and brought my family out for dinner...reached home at 1130pm...yawnz*
cant get u outa my mind~

2005-06-12T22:44:00.000+08:00

im so lazy these days..the pass few days was okie..went out wif frens and went to school and stuff..canoe training was tough..there were bout 200 ppl in the first training..we had 2.4km run for warm up..den had 90 sit ups push ups crunches bepes jumpin jack and 30 pull ups..2nd trainin only bout 70 ppl turned up..guess there will stil b more ppl leavin..yesterday my frens called me along for clubbin but i didnt go...shld had gone man..they said it was damn damn fun..argh..and i dyed my hair purple..looks ok la..tmr school starts at 1pm..so can slp late..hahaha.(laughing at jc ppl)..

2005-06-03T11:58:00.000+08:00

today is a great day..ros' birthday.. went to school first..pon a few lessons..cant help it..anyway its the first week.. all the teachers had been talkin cock durin the lessons..aft sch i went home and went out again to meet ros.. watched madagascar..funny show..haha.. aft dat hang ard town till bout 9...aft she went home i went to meet jj they all..reached home at bout 1130...

=)

2005-06-03T01:50:00.000+08:00

been quite sometime since i last updated.. things hav changed..no more holidays..school started liao..but its still kinda slack..this is the first week so every lesson lasted ard 10 mins only..good huh.. took up jap classes..joined canoe as my cca..join pool and cscc (community service and cultural club)..haha surprising yea..these 2 join for fun one..joined cscc cox i went for the camp which was damn fun.. im gonna score well in my these 3 years and get a place in the university..

its all planned..if ur the one u will b the one

2005-05-15T03:03:00.000+08:00

came back from sp camp today...damn fun la...know alot of ppl..dam tired also..when i reached home i went to meet jia jun jaesh and all...play lan den went clubbin at indochine...know some ppl..reached home at 3...tired sia..going slp liao..

2005-05-04T00:13:00.000+08:00

jux came back from malaysia..ok la..bought some pirated cds..didnt really buy alot of things la..but the food was great as usual..and i forgot to bring my retainer along so i didnt wear it for 3 days..was damn worried..luckily i still managed to force it to my teeth...

home sweet home

2005-04-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

went to ica to collect my passport..was 10am and its so damn packed..aft dat came home and went out to meet ian jaesh and jia jun..played pool, lan and ate dinner..when we walked outside lido 3 fkers were staring at us for damn long..den we talked to them..say wanna settle this..and then there were vulgaraties shooting everywhere...almost fight..always like this 1..scold and scold but nv fight...
going malaysia tmr...looking forward to it...=)

2005-04-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

woke up early today and went to ICA building..still hav to go one last time tmr..aft dat went to meet jia jun and the gang..walked ard orchard..played pool and stuff..jux reached home..feeling quite tired..

2005-04-29T00:16:00.000+08:00

tuesday
went to jam at uncle ann's place..aft dat on my way home met idrul..my fren from normal tech..i mux say dat he had changed alot since secondary school..he used to be so playful and had alot of trouble in school..and fail all his subjects..but now he was very serious about his future..we chat for sometime...he told me about his future plans..going to ite den ns den poly and finally university..i was glad to hear dat..he told me dat his ite life is not bad and he is studying very hard...may god bless him..

wednesday
took a cab and rushed to acjc..had a band performance there as its the arts week...the hard case is so damn heavy...forgot to bring my tremello bar some more..

thursday..today
went to ica early in the morning to do my student pass..however it was not successful..forgot to bring some documents..aft dat i came home and realised dat actually i cant do it online at home..argh..but im still going there tmr to extend my student pass as it expires at the end of this month..if not i'll b counted as an illegal immigrant...haha..went to meet davin,ian,max and a pastor in the evening..forgot his name..u are not gonna blieve this..we are starting a church..for now there's only 5 of us..but i believe there will b more ppl comin in the future...aft dat i went to cut my hair wif ian at far east..super cuts..the 1 at the basement...the hair stylist is really good...im satisfied wif my hair and i think ian's hair is really funky...

2005-04-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

crawl outa bed at 8am..and went to taka to do medical check up wif wei rong and ah loong..i forgot to note down my admission no..luckily she allow me to call and tell her tmr..aft dat we slacked at cine...den i went to meet my colleagues..supose to catch a movie at 2pm at cine but there's a last minute change of plan..watch creep at lido at 4...couldnt make cox i already bought tickets for coach carter at cine at 5..watched coach carter wif wr and loong..its a great show..really...makes me wanna play basketball..haha..going sp for enrollment tmr...

2005-04-17T20:44:00.000+08:00

didnt blog for quite sometime cox the last entry didnt get through..always like dat one..went out quite a few times for the past few days..watched guess who yesterday and beauty shop today..both quite nice..went out wif roy ,bao ling ,nat ,jas and some other people jux now..watched the movie...beauty shop..aft dat take neo print..roy's going back to america tmr..he's my best friend since sec 1..gonna miss him alot...

2005-04-15T10:56:00.000+08:00

grrr this is the 3rd time i write...everything gone again!!this time im gonna copy everything i wrote..ya nothing special happened these few days..went to had supper wif roy and some other ppl few days ago...he is leavin soon and im gonna miss him alot...we were very close since sec 1..hmm..yesterday went out wif my colleagues to watch guess who..haha nice show..all bout black and white...funny...man i wanna get a job or start school soon..kinda bored..

2005-04-15T10:52:00.000+08:00

arghhhh why does it always happen to me..all my blog..gone! nothing special happen these few days..jux went out wif royand some other ppl to eat dinner at marina...he is leavin soon and im gonna miss him...hav been very close to him since sec 1...sigh..yesterday jux went out wif my colleagues to watch guess who..nice show..all bout black and white..lol...man im bored doing nothing.i wanna work..wanna go school...