// my life my dream

WHO ME?

h o c j u a n aka h o h o
1st cry on 21/09/1988
turnin 18 this year
ntss,MI,sp
christian
guitarist

GIMME GIMME !

DIRVING LICENCE
get into a good uni

a happy family

RUN AWAY !

---------amelia-----
--angie---------
---annabel------
-------audrey----
-----ben--
---chin chin----
-----christine--
---cynthia---
-----daniel---------
--------daniel lacson---
-----darren-----
---esther-------
-------david----
-----elis------
--------faezah-----
---fang liang------
----hanni-----
----harry---
--hui jiun-----
---------joey--
---guanyi-------
---jacq-----
--------jaesh----
------------jan--
----jane-------
--jasmine----------
----------jerold--
----jing ting------
-----kang yu----
----Kelvin--------
----Kim-----------
-----liankiat-----
---michelle------
----miss liand-----
----------nadia---
----nana----------
----pei wen-------
----pris------------
------rachell-------
------ralph-------
----------roseline------
---ru yi--------
-----------sam sam---
-----seowfen------
---serene-------------
-----sharon--------
--------tong zhen----
------vernon-----
-----victoria--------
----waiseen-----
------wei chang----
---winnie------
---------xin yi----
------------xiangwei--
----yinmun---------
----yuen yun-------
------yvonne---
-----zhong teck----

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design: -DW
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Monday, March 26, 2007

crapped at 1:27 AM

You Are 13% Selfish

In other words, you're a warm, caring considerate person.Just make sure to get your way sometimes. There's a fine line between unselfish and pushover.

Slacker Kid
High school was a place you showed up occasionally, but you didn't really leave a mark.
You hated rules, authority, and structure. In fact, you still do.

Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's" Your Love Style?

Saturday, March 17, 2007

crapped at 2:27 PM

My sweet Lady, song of my heart,

Hold my hand, as this journey we start.

Lift me up in spirit of joy and gladness,

And shield my soul from heartbreak and sadness.

So hear me Sweet Lady, and know in your soul.

That there is no better future than with you to grow old.

My hand I extend and my life I offer.

For being with you my love, there is no greater pleasure.

So hold my hand,

let us walk through this life,

being what we were meant to be,

Together

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

crapped at 2:34 AM

im worried, is something wrong or am i just worrying too much.
im afraid, afraid that the future will be in a mess.
sometimes i wonder, if the world is smaller wouldnt it be much better.
do you really care,
cos i do.
will you miss me,
when you think of me.
will you cry, if i die.
and i'll do anything i can,
to see you.

i miss you, i really do.
every word i said, i meant it all.
will you give me your heart, so i'll guard it with my soul.
cos u got my heart, so dont lose it.

i dont care what they say
i dont care what they think
i dont care i dont care.....

Thursday, March 08, 2007

crapped at 12:14 AM

i kept thinking what if this happen, what if that happen. like what if i die tommorow, what if im all alone, what if something tragic happen to me.. maybe im just thinking too much.. and i really hate my memory. its almost like chicken's memory. i put my things here and next min i forget where i placed it. and i left my keys at my work place today cos i forgot about it. is there anyway that i can improve my memory...
work isnt really good.. the working hours are shit but im getting used to it.. im just annoyed cos i got less time to talk to my sweetie.. im working at the candy bar now, which means i sell pop corn and stuff.. i didnt know gv is soooo clean. u gota dig the smallest hole to clean the shit out it everything. and i burnt my hand twice by the pop corn popper while cleaning it. its so hard to remove the melted sugar thats left sticking on the glass after cooking the pop corn. they really jsut POP and turned into pop corn lol. its good that although its so tiring to work there the people around me are around my age so we can talk. but im not really used to talking to them.. got this indian guy called shankah, he's really nice to me, just me, and he's like all of our senior other that the managers. he calls me ah beng and now everyone who dont know my name or dont know how to pronounce calls me ah beng. argh whatever. but im okay with it. brought home bout half a kg of sweet corn today. haha. they are gonna throw it anyway. such a waste of food. i'll bring home some pop corn tommorow. lol.
now lets talk about my studies. i just got my results today and i failed my GEMS, as i thought.is those type of subject that u can never fail cos its so easy.. but because its so easy and we dont find it that important, we dont do anything about that module and at the end of the day, got F. @#$%^! my overall gpa is now a bloody 2, or a C. im gonna work really hard from the next sem cos i got an aim now. i wanna get into a good uni in london. and if i continue like this i cant do shit and i'll become a really useless person in the society. thats not the only reason why im going there anyway (:
i wish time fly faster..for now.