sometimes i think, its not good to be nice.. u cant be mr nice guy all the time..
crapped at 10:33 PM
went to dxo last friday.. i got really high cos the alcohol was so cheep and we drank and drank.. bao ling was there too.. i went to meet wx after that and stayed with her till morning at ridout macs.. and we saw this really huge turtle almost a metre long.. wierd shape.. and there was this really cute turtle, a smaller one. it has a yellow patch on its back..probably left by the owner so he can recognise it.. it was swimmin with its front 2 hand flapping on the surface of the water and its head raised up, mouth opened. and there were at least 6 turtles behind it.. as though going to bao it cos they are jealous.. haha..
Monday, November 20, 2006
crapped at 1:21 AM
heard that i cant get my driving licence till march.. damn it. im gonna complete my songs asap......... all half done.. im just distracted by games. totally waste of time but totally addictive..
Saturday, November 18, 2006
crapped at 2:29 PM
i dont care whether anyone reads my blog.. in fact i dont want ppl to know about my blog..whenever i feel like expressing my feelings or sharing nice things i'll blog.. when i first got a blog i was hoping every friend of mine or even strangers to know my blog or getting as much links as i can find but that not the point of a blog.. argh whatever.
i was just wondering what if i suddenly die today. will anyone realise? will anyone miss me? will anyone cry? and what if my best friends, my classmate, my lover or my crush die. how will i feel? suddenly there will be so many regrets.. regrets of not being nicer, not treasuring the moment we had... what if i lose everything overnight, no friends no family, just myself. anyone who talk to me for more than 5 min can be my best friend.. will i kill myself? i wont, definately.. sometimes i feel like crying not because im sad but i wanna feel what is it like to be sad again.. its just wonderful how people can 'feel' from the heart.. the feeling of love,sadness, joy... i wanna feel all these again.. the feelings of life..
fuck am i trying to be an emo kid..
Thursday, November 02, 2006
crapped at 9:04 AM
im missing wx so much. i think i like her, but i shldn't. im like forcing myself to believe that i dont like her but actually i do. this feeling is super confusing. gota go to sch now. mayb im meeting her later to pass me my shirts.