// my life my dream

WHO ME?

h o c j u a n aka h o h o
1st cry on 21/09/1988
turnin 18 this year
ntss,MI,sp
christian
guitarist

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---------amelia-----
--angie---------
---annabel------
-------audrey----
-----ben--
---chin chin----
-----christine--
---cynthia---
-----daniel---------
--------daniel lacson---
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---esther-------
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---fang liang------
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--hui jiun-----
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---jacq-----
--------jaesh----
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----------jerold--
----jing ting------
-----kang yu----
----Kelvin--------
----Kim-----------
-----liankiat-----
---michelle------
----miss liand-----
----------nadia---
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------ralph-------
----------roseline------
---ru yi--------
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-----seowfen------
---serene-------------
-----sharon--------
--------tong zhen----
------vernon-----
-----victoria--------
----waiseen-----
------wei chang----
---winnie------
---------xin yi----
------------xiangwei--
----yinmun---------
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------yvonne---
-----zhong teck----

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Monday, February 27, 2006

crapped at 3:22 AM

i did some research and found out that an average student with diploma cert earns bout 1.8k per mth.. and with master degree cert bout 3.8k per mth.. its so little!! imagine spendin half ur life studyin in exchange for a mthly earning of 3.8k mthly and u have to work very hard...why is it that ppl still study? cos singapore already instill this mentality to every singaporean that study is the only route to success.. it definately is not true.. study is a process that opens our mind but it does not gaurantee u a stable future...15 to 20k ppl get retrenched every year and its increasing..singapore population is also increasin by bout 1.9% every year.. the higher the population the higher the number of workers and the higher the number of ppl get retrenched and the lesser the pay.. how then can we be the in the 1% that get out of this system and earn far more than 3.8k? my frens always tell me 'hey u are only 17 and not even working yet why worry so much?' wad i think is since we know that if we remain like the way we are now, our future will be tough, why not start earlier and hav a better and more enjoyable future? it can be jus spending a few hours a week but it definately will help us in the future.. its never ever too early to start planning... many ppl fail to plan but no one plan to fail...

Sunday, February 26, 2006

crapped at 12:40 AM

didnt blog for yearssssssssss... haha. was damn lazy to blog... ever since a last blogged alot of things happened.. first of all.. the party was fantastic!! i was the VIP... haha... it was really fun..was very very surprised to see so many ntss ppl comin for my party..lower sec ones..and edwin See and those very unexpected ppl... pierced my ear too... top of my ear... my frens told me its very painful but it seems to me like nothing at all compared to piercing my own lip.. dyed my hair red too but my mom complaint to i had to dye it black.. but not totally black.. now is the exam period.. dam sian.. cant wait for the exams to be over.. i got so many things to do.. gotta train with my christian band and outside band.. got 2 performances in march.. and must must help elis get first for ndo... i wanna b manager soon.. but i alway have thoughts of giving up everything and focus on my christian band cos im very sure we will make it big... mayb not in singapore but other countries around singapore.. cos singaporeans just condemn their own local artist all the time.. bth..lucky got connection to singapore , malaysia and other asian artist..for my outside band its good that we are performing, like the next step to success..but i still think we arnt that god yet.. gota be humble la.. if not cant improve...
just now aft my church i went to meet frens for dinner a while... all my clsoe brothers.. then tio dai ji again.. as usuall.. feel like the good old days....we tio with a a group of ang mo.. they were damn scared.. can see their hands shaking.. they were tryin to run but my frens pull their shirt..they tried to hide but jj bang the door damn hard...lol...trying yo ram down the door... but they still opened it.. aft that it was settled without fighting... as usual la... always one..lol... but i feel abit bad for them.. but who call them so xia lan... then dun dare admit... shall meet up with my brothers soon... =]

Friday, February 10, 2006

crapped at 2:36 AM

so fast 1 week already... this week i had been busy practicing for this comin sat's gig.. but sadly i jus got the news 2 days ago that all bands peformances are cancelled because apparantly last week there was a band that played a black metal song which stirred up a fight in the club.. the owner wasnt happy and he banned all band performances... any the band will still go but not playing... jus to keep our promise that they will b there... anyway march there will be 2 performance... 1 is church which is sth like a camp...3 days 2 night.. the other one is a peformance at gotham penthouse...
anyway met jj,jaesh and wei liang at newton jus now for supper... didnt see them for ages.. all my close brothers.. nvm sat we will be meeting once again.. haha..
for details for this party please visit http://lifestylebash.com/events/lsbmonthly.php this is a real happening party so do not miss it.. haha..
im thinkin of cuttin back my old hair style... but im very interested in jap hairstyle... haha... feel like dyin my hair white.. or mayb jus highlight white..but my dad will kill me... haha..

beatles-yesterday
Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far awayNow it looks as though they’re here to stayOh, I believe in yesterday.Suddenly, I’m not half the man I used to be,There’s a shadow hanging over me.Oh, yesterday came suddenly.Why she had to go I don’t know she woldn’t say.I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday.Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.Now I need a place to hide away.Oh, I believe in yesterday.Mm mm mm mm mm.

i listen to this song since i was jus a kid... bout 4 or 5 years old...cos my mom played it all the time.. i love this song.. it has a nice tune.. the lyrics do have an impact on me too.. it reminds me what type of person i was... and now how much hav i changed..for the good or worse... of course good... heh..
listen it here http://www.niehs.nih.gov/kids/lyrics/yesterday.htm

Friday, February 03, 2006

crapped at 11:32 PM

WAH!! jus realised my attendance for E-tech out of 12 lessons i only went 4... absent for 12 lesons...i thought i sure cant take the exam already but the teacher said he let me take... haha heng....the best part is i scored 100 for the paper.... my frens were cursin me that i hardly go for lesson still can get 100... only the best students managed to score 100... this remind me of my sec school life.. whole day slack and play in class and did well for maths and science... but i did poor language...
after school went out with davin... orchard road was blocked due to chingay celabration... i went to meet jon for my 50 tickets for the feb 11 thingy... marcus, haan, gerard and ashley were there too... seems that there is a prob is cjc.. some cb complain to teacher that they sell tickets...now my frens are in deep shit.... tryin to find out who the cb is.... prob is some year 3 graduate.. anyway left them with davin...

well... chingay...quite happening.. got fire works somemore.... haha.... Dog year..

after met up with jin li and ate dinner and anato someting...cant rmb the name clearly... the turkish restaurant at far east... haha... very full... now still full.... aft that chat for a while then come home..... tmr is the start or the war...the battle begins.....

Thursday, February 02, 2006

crapped at 11:10 PM

yesterday met kel, johari,edwin,yz,elis and jerral....ate dinner together and went to gamble somewhere nearby...haha..

wth... where first time got this type of card... 4 As 1 3.... all 4As i took...some more the deck is well shuffled... and kelvin got 2 black jack in a row.... and the most heng thing was.... when edwin was the dealer, he got 2 7 in his hand.. i was beside him and i drew a card... and guess wad ..the card was 7!! lucky i took... if i didnt take he will have three 7!!! win 7 times!! 1 person 14 bucks... wa damn heng... haha.. over all i won bout 70 bucks..reached home at bout 2am... then realised that i got no internet connection... felt kinda wierd... heng i managed to fix the prob...

today lesson ended at 3... usually is 5 one.. haha... skipped jap lesson and went jammin...cos i think its more imporatant.. lol.. the jammin was kinda sucky... for 1 moment i didnt want perform cos it was too bad... but finally we played the song i composed... and it sounded so good! i think we can only play our own song... haha.... anyway gota practice man... its just 9 days away... 0_0

edwin, yz they all went to mr yuan jie's house to gamble... gamble again.. lol... not very good to gamble all the time ah.... haha... i couldnt go cos cannot come home too late... mus make my parents happy so tmr can come home late... haha... hmmmmmmmmm........ 11:50 already...

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

crapped at 3:19 AM

went to gamble and meet up with my frens at mr ken's house... lost 40 bucks... but im not sad at all... haha... mayb cos what matters most is not bout winning or losing money, but enjoyin myself with my close frens... also cos yz went too.. was so busy for the past few days... gota accompany davin all the time..haha... but i dun mind at all... school is startin tmr.... back to the usual school days... gota jam soon for the feb 11th gig... either we make it big or fuck it already... on the say day my parent are leavin for malaysia... hope they wont bring me along or my band dun need perform already... come to think of it its quite scary to perfrom infront of 2000 ppl... alright gota sleep already... yawnz....
what happened to all the sneeze????