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1st cry on 21/09/1988
turnin 18 this year
ntss,MI,sp
christian
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Friday, September 23, 2005
crapped at 2:21 AM
fuking bad day. not that i dun enjoy my time in the afternoon buts its dat i tio fuck by my dad very badly at night. i went out wif hui jiun in the afternoon to watch the longest yard, a damn good show, then hang ard town for a while. had my first birthday cake with her too. thanks. after that i went to the office to do some business. when i came home everything was still fine. after that jj and herman and howie meet me for supper to sort of celebrate my bday and shit. cos we were suppose to meet up in the morning but non woke up. so i was outside today till bout 1230am. by i realised dat i had a few missed calls from home. so i managed to pick up the next call and my bro told me my dad was angry. when i reached home my dad was in his room so i thought everything was fine, anyway i went out for a while only and i told my mom dat i went to buy sth. i really did. then he came out of the room and start fucking me upside down. he said that i didnt respect him cos i came home so late the other night and despite his scolding i still go out. ohh come on. it was my birthday the other day and i just wanna enjoy for sometime with my friends. anyway if i go home i cant even celebrate. cos my dad didnt give me shit and my mom too. nothing. so i rather hang outside at least im happy for a while. so dat day he scolded me. i knew i was partly in the wrong cos i shldnt stay till so late. but today i just went out for like 45 min. den wtf he so angry for fuck. almost smashed my 4k guitar and he was looking for sth in my room to break. some more i was wearing some fukin ugly shirt and pants and sandals and bad hair where the fuck can i go. then i felt very sad after that. never feel so hurt before for years. this happened quite often last time when i was much younger. fucked up childhood. really. this is the reason why im strong inside.. i will prove to my parents that im not the kid they used to see everyday but a man who is mature and independant. i know very well that im still more lucky than alot of ppl... and god is there for me always...
behid the world i shed my tears
the pain in me i'll never forget
this is a war that i can never win
just to live on i shall be strong
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
crapped at 11:57 AM
today is my birthday..yay.. im now officially 17. last night went to newsroom. it wasnt that fun cos not all my close frens went and also there were alot of guys. wasnt very high also. anyway ate supper wif some friends after that at bout 4. reached home at 430. went to meet roseline and she passed me my present. after that went to some talk. nothing special on my bday. recieved afew presents and im glad that alot of my friends say happy bday to me. i think its enough already. my mom only gave me 20 bucks for my bday. even my friends gif me things more ex. but its ok im used to it.
Monday, September 19, 2005
crapped at 12:26 PM
sat: i went to my work place, with formal dressing with a tie some more. feel abit wierd at first but got used to it. everyone who on the streets look at me as though im some wierdo. im just trying to earn my own money so i can prove to my parents that i can support myself and im not the kid in their eyes. aft that, bout 9pm jaesh, jj, marcus, herman, jacq, boon and jon yu came to my house. they went to sentosa. i couldnt join them as i was working. i didnt know there were so many people coming to my place. i was quite shocked. tio a bad scoldin the next day by my parents too. we went to newton for supper together and met this old man who sells tissue. he was apparently drunk. he was wearing a suit and had a cast on his left foot. he could speak english very well, which tells me that he must be quite educated. why will anyone who is educated pick up a job to sell tissue. is this what the education in singapore give us? in singapore everyone has at least a degree cert. even those who sweep the floor. how can u gaurantee urself that u can get a good job considering there are alot of foreign talents from all over the world who are much well educated than us and all they ask for is a much lower pay than we ask for? it is not easy to live in the society outside today. so what if u are a university graduate, there are so many people who graduates. therefore u have to be outstanding to beat the rest, meaning get all As for your exams. do u think u can do it? i doubt so. so how then u can survive in this society? ask youself that..and we are already 17..not a kid u know. just a few more years and we will have to face the challengers outside...can u win the battle?
sun: i was woken up by my mom's scream. she was scolding me for waking up so late. jj stayed over at my house. we didnt slp till bout 6am. he was scared bout my mom. soon after that i managed to temper down my mom. we were suppose to watch the circue du soleie with my parents but my dad can celled it last minute cos my sis gota go to her tuition class. we had our dinner outside and went to jorung, lake side, to celebrate the moncake festival. my mom was very happy, very rare sight. we lighted candles on the floor and the seats. this reminds me of my childhood days. i used to light alot of candles during the moomcakes festival until there was no more left. it was beautiful. however now i nolonger bother to light up so many candles. i hav changed alot.
today: im meeting raj, wa huan and rui qin to study for our thermo test tmr. i rarely attend the lecture cos the lecturer confuses me more than teaches me. i thought that i shld not go to te lectre at all cos i dun learn anything but i was wrong. i cant even do the easiest question. no matter how bad the teacher is, u will still learn something useful from him. i shall start going to his lessons.
Thursday, September 15, 2005
crapped at 10:50 PM
just finnished clearng all the hw or project work that i owe. feels never better. but im still a littile worried for the exams tmr. they are ACAD and Electronics practical. later i gotta read up on the Electronics. i shall take a break now. haha.. there is a party next tuesday at newsroom. tickets sold at 16 bucks each. mayb 15..haha.. rnb music, drinks buy 1 get 1 free, free cleo mag and free strawberry flavour condoms.. some anti aids campaign actually.. call me if u are interested.. 91795072.. see u there..
Sunday, September 11, 2005
crapped at 3:24 AM
got a job recently. it should be able to last me till im old. went out wif the brothers today. we had dinner at crystal jade and came to my house to watch soccer match. its was damn fun. herman and marcus and jaesh were singing kara ok in my room. took a vedio. haha. aft dat we watched soccer. lucky i dun gamble anymore. they lost alot of money. haha. my mom is in thailand now. she will be comin back later. wonder wad will she bring back.
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
crapped at 1:04 PM
this is shit man. last night i went with my parents to hav hap a+b injection. bout 5 min after the injection i got a fever till now but i feel better now. didnt go to school. suppose to meet my frens today. guess cant go out these few days. wondering whether i should go to chinablack on friday. zzz
Friday, September 02, 2005
crapped at 11:45 PM
today is such a tiring day. mayb its cause i slped late last night. was playin game wif davin till bout 3plus am. this morning right after my first tutorial i got stucked in the lift wif 16 of my other classmates. i think its because they shake te lift too much. my class damn crazy. the whole class of 20 plus ppl always squeeze into the tiny lift den jump and shake around den make all the wierd noises. but its fun la. haha. some of my classmates really panicked alot man. can see the change in their facial expressions. haha. aft dat was a lecture. dozed of durin it. shit man i hate to slp in calss. i always wake up feeling lost in wad the teacher is teaching. some people think dat sleepin class is damn cool. siao. aft dat went to church as usual. den meet ban tian and his bro. den meet jia jun and the gang for a nice dinner at tong luk restaurant at orchard. the bill was bout 400 for 9 people. they wanted to go to some lup sup bar for the night to enjoy. lol. of course i didnt join them cos its not very right to go there. also i was carrying a school bag. look like a fool wif all my frens dressing with nice class dressing. i shld hav gone home to change.
im gonna earn my own money.
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