alright here come updates..haha..nothing much is happening these few days..i woke up late today. my first lesson was at 10 but i woke up at 10 plus. i still went to sch for my second lesson at 1 pm. aft dat met my fren at raffles place. i shld stat studyin man. my results arnt very outstanding but still average. i wanna be better den the rest of my classmates but it isnt easy cos my classmates are all the smarties. im feeling kinda troubled but i cant explain what exactly is troubling me. i feel that im not myself and someone else is controlling me. what does it mean....
Sunday, August 21, 2005
crapped at 3:12 AM
so tired now man. just came back from joy's bday party. i shared money wif my fren to buy her a make up kit. the worst thing today is i lost 20 plus just from gambling. not good. didnt even win 1 round. im suppose to win or at least not lose money la. i think from now on im not gonna gamble. im not gonna sin so much too. because yesterday i learnt something from church la. i learnt dat the end of the world is coming very soon la. and it cant be fake cos its proven in the bible. there are so many events and disasters all written in the bible even before they actually happen. wads going to happen is when jesus come he will bring all the christians up leaving all those non christian behind. those non christians or not very serious ones will b left on earth for 7 years. in the first 3 half of the year there will be this man who bring peace and phosperity to the world. this man will show ppl dat he is god and make ppl worship him whereby he is actually under satan's control. there will also be a barcode on our whrist or forehead which we use it to buy things etc. currently scientists hav already came out wif sth like dat but its on the finger tip. but the fingertip doesnt hav enough flesh. in the next 3 half year there will be lotsa ppl dying and suffering. the person will reveal his trueself. the world will b in a mess. christians will b killed. after the seven years those non christians will go to hell and those who still says they are christian will go to heaven(most would hav died by then). i know this sound rediculous but the bible is so real. if even incident is written in the bible this day will definately come too. even the tsunami and war between nation are predicted even b4 they happen. the bible days b4 jesus come there will b flood in the world and its the tsunami and its already over dat means jesus is comin very soon. jesus will come when all the leaves ahv fallen and there is only 1 leaf left hangiing on the tree. scary man. i dont want to be left behind on earth and go through the sufferings. i also dont want my frens and family to be left on earth. i know it sounds rediculous but u hav to accept this for it cant be fake. and to the christians, there is no point being a christian if u are doing wad u know is wrong. so gota cut down. im trying hard too. i pray dat god will bless my family and all my frens. i pray dat all of them will be saved and go to heaven.
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
crapped at 12:19 PM
went to gotham 2 days ago. its the same organiser as the one at chijmes.i met quite afew familiar ppl there. the place was super crowded. though i didnt get tickets i still got in wif 10 bucks but without the drink cox we know the organiser. i didnt really danced cox it was super crowded. i was damn tired too. i actually slped inside for a while. was dizzy too cox i drank abit too much but was still in concious. i saw police go into the club but my frens say they wernt raiding the place. anyway left the place at bout 3am. most of my frens went to play dota after dat but i went home straight. yesterday was the performance at tanjong bagar. it was to celebrate some indon thing and national day too. stupid ian always full of stupid cock ups. my band members want to kick him but i dun wan cox i really hope dat he can improve soon. though he has improved but he always go outa tempo and causes us to go outa tempo too. moreover he cant even rmb wad he played. im seriously thinking of removing him. but should i? not nice u know..
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
crapped at 9:20 PM
days arnt very peaceful these days. parents quarreled again yesterday. my mom was fucking doing stupid thing to my dad that i had to crawl outa my bed and tell her to stop. she is seriously extremely childish and crazy. her words can hurt people so deep dat it leaves a scar in your heart rvn though she may forget wad she said in the next minute. she called me this morning while i was sleeping and scolded me on the phone for taking so long to pick up the call. i mean wtf u want, i was sleeping right. she told me to go sch alone and she didnt want to send me to sch. she was obviously mad at me. while i was havin my breakfast she was standing nearby and scoldin me everything dat she could think of. too used to it. aft school i came home a while b4 going to my audition for mm day performance. we got through. aft dat 5 of us, jaesh davin stam ian and me were walking towards the kap mac when a car knocked a cyclist down infront of my eyes. the accident was like only less den 10 metres away. luckily the guy wore a helmet. i saw him landed on his head. however his left leg was injured. we accompanied him till the ambulance arrived and left some statement. we continued walking to kap mac and saw roseline with another guy there. probably studying. mayb. alright. wadever. come home aft dat.